lil-guide

new year's coming!!!

2004-12-29T06:21:00.000-08:00

heys!!! new year coming liao... very soon gonna go back to sch... hehe... smiles!!!

welcome to my life...

2004-11-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lostTo be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
re you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's likeWhat it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

2004-11-28T06:05:00.000-08:00

hello...came back from youth camp yesterday...its was pretty fun... on the first day we took a bus from church to camp christine for an hour!!! in case you have no idea what is camp christine its a GUIDE place!!! wats so bad about a guide place is that I'M a GUIDE...so you get wat i mean but if you dont then never mind... anywae back to the topic... after reaching the camp place... we went to find our lodge...its p something lodge... forgot the name... it was raining... so we played faith factor... something like fear factor lah... i had to eat banana and chilli!!! it was damn freaking hot man... it had like so many seeds in it... i ate half and my dear friends ate the other half... thanx peeps... i realli appreciated it... oh and thanx darren for eating another one... hahax.. he just pop the thing into his mouth... wow...the worst food was liver juice or something... joel had to drink it... totally gross!!! we played a few indoor games den played slimy hockey!!! hahax... it was damn fun man... my team won... yea! 3-1... not that i wanna brag but i scored a goal... hee... den it was water bombs... omg... i was damn cold cos i was drenched... i was so freaked out by the water bombs cos i heard that it was damn painful that i teared... i was shaking like a leaf man... i was so cold... when the others had the water bomb fight i just scream and run to a safe corner and watch... hahax... so i was safe from the water bombs... hooray!!! the others had to clear up the mess but i dont have to cos i was cold... hee hee... went to shower... the toliet was gross man... ewww... totally disgusting... we had a session about interruptions and stuff... the dinner was good... aunty v cook like hotel standard... hee... next day had devotion... we went for kayaking!!! it was very fun but super tiring as well...paired up with evetor aka amelia... oh yeah on the first day at night we had this spooky night trail thing... i was so freaked out that i cried... it was scary man... oh and it was solo walk... i had to walk by myself!!! the trail was like 5mins... damn scary man... the bushes and trees at the side was super freaky... so i covered the side of my eyes so i only saw straight... darren and joshua was at the sides hiding in the bushes... i didnt see them thankfully... or else i will freak out... guess i will scream my lungs out... maybe even faint... hahaz.. jerry was at the end... i was so happy to see him... hahax... guess everyone loved him that night... heez... the third and the last day we had to go back to church for a seminar... during the bus ride we sang songs!!! we sang a hill song called one way... that song totally rock man... love it... oh yeah on the 2nd day... pastor daniel came and preached and prayed... kayla cried... she was touched by the holy spirit ... that realli touched me... hopefully some day i can be touched by the holy spirit too... ok... that was the summary of the youth camp... i really enjoyed it!!! kkk... too tired to write somemore... so thats all for now..

2004-11-19T20:00:00.000-08:00

hello... long time since i blogged!!! the days been passing by unknowingly... sigh... but... there's something to look forward to... i will be going malaysia on sun... yippee!!! i dun realli feel like bogging anymore... no mood... so thats all for now...

dead bored

2004-10-23T17:24:00.000-07:00

hello...hello... bored to death at home... yikes! my skin's been peeling like hell... its plain disgusting... oh yeah... suddenly remembered that 1/5 beat 1/4 in netball... yea! Though we lost to 1/1 in the first game... but never mind... 1/5 jia you... hahax... rememered another thing... got squash on mon... hahaz... noe nothing about that sport... think i'm gonna sux at it... todae was boring... was cooped at home all day long... gen woke me up with her call on my hp... think it was 10 plus... went back to sleep after that but woke up an hour later... hee... dad wants me to play badminton... dont want to actually... kinda sux at that... actually i sux at almost every sport... hahaz... not realli a sportperson... kk... need to go.. cya!

harlo peeps...

2004-10-21T13:55:00.000-07:00

science centre!!! i went there just now... it was pretty fun.. roamed about... there was this room like the broad casting thing... where you get to be on tv with cameras fliming you??? well, i ws the vj for todae's morning show... hahax... with gen... and steph, annabel and jocelyn fliming... of cos it was not on real tv... lolx.. we were like having so much fun when some rowdy boys from nowhere came and messed things up... may i know wats their problem??? lame... thats the word... YIKES!!! need to go for guides!!! gonna be late... crappy shit... ... prepare for a afternoon of boring crap... oh yeah... all the best for the sec 4 practical test todae... cya!!!

heyzzzzzz

2004-10-20T16:35:00.000-07:00

hello!!! ages since i last blogged... hahaz... i know, i know, ppl have been chasing me to update... hahax... see, i'm such a nice gal that everybody likes!!! hahaz.... still in SCHOOL!!! in the libarary...with jocelyn bugging me and stuff... do i sound like i'm in a good mood? cos i'm not!!! my grades for final year was bad!!! awwww... so sad... failed science by 3 marks!!! crapx... miss teo wont give me any more marks... shes so mean... actually i did not realli study... hahax... mum's gonna kill me if she finds out... yikes! i'm so proud of my chinese though... got a A1!!! ah ha...i'm so clever!!! hee... should i be a nerd and study like hell next year? cos at the rate i'm going, i'm gonna get kicked out of tkgs... that will be my new year resolution den... oh yeah... the playground!!! i still havent explored it yet... hahax... its invaded by kids from the hdb blk though... noisy ppl... dicturbing my beauty sleep and stufff... went to wild wild wet last thurs... boy was it fun!!! made friends with all the life guards at the lazy river... hahax... kena splashed water by some of them... annabel, nicole and gen was so into the 2 australian and bombay kiddos... but too bad... they were in singapore for a holidae... all the rides was uh fun... the rest chickened out with the ride that was so cool...i went with annabel with that one... it was totally COOL!!! highly recommened... the only ride with no water was the bicycle one... haha... it was pretty lame actually... not much kick... took that one with steph... ooohhh... the wave pool!!! it was so freakin fun... was sun burned pretty badly though... ouch... my skin's peeling like nuts... was totally grossed out by that... that part suck man... but on the whole, it was fun... the day before was spent at east coast... was forced into the sea by steph and others... hahaz... gen refused going into the sea saying that sand was in her body... hee... built a sand castle!!! it was huge... went back to nicole's house to take a bath and have barbecue dinner... the food we cooked was uh... ok...hahax... kk, nicole's bro was nice... he took a drink for me... hahax... thanx... pity he's way too young and not my type... hahaz... didnt meant that as an insult... begged annabel to send me home....which she did but with me owing her one.. tsk... trust her too be so calculative... hahax... oops... got a call from dunno who.. but couldnt answer... i'm still in school man... will be going home soon... so thats all for now... cya!

i got a tag board... finally!!!

2004-10-10T18:10:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!!!! i got a tag board now... i noe i said like a while ago i dun have but a while after i got one.. ppl!!! please please go and tag k!!! thanx!!! i'm in a good mood now... hahaz...i'm still hot...as in phsyical hot not as in i'm hot... hehex... i'm so clumsy today... i bumped into soooooo many stuff today...i even almost fell off the stairs at home!!! haha... kk...i said i gtg so thats all for now then.

FEELING PISSED!!!

2004-10-08T17:20:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
FEELING PISSED......WADEVA... MAYBE I AM PMSING...

heys

2004-10-08T14:41:00.000-07:00

hullo...i'm back. maths was way tough todae...paper 1 was set by mr yap...and it was wayyyyyyyy tougher than paper 2 which was set by mdm surayah, MR YAP!!! why do you have to set so freakin hard??? you ruin my life...you ruin EVERYTHING!!! uh...ok i think i'm too dramatic...hehex... anywaes... the paper was a total disaster... urgh... shall not think abou that... oh.. i have something to be happy about...tutor finally accepted me!!!haha...she said i love you to me...hee...wee.. feeling so high now!!! hahaz....shes such a sweetie... luv ya loads cheryl...muacks.. hee..i sound so mushy...the weather was again HOT!!! its way way hot man...i feel like the sun's just rite next to me...hahaz... oh yeah... some ppl just build a playground in the park opp my house... so fun...pity i havent had the time to play... will do so soon...i hope. ppl, anyone wanna play? hahax... my bro hog the com for a while...ok...i'm back! hee.. uh my mom's doing a facial... a home one...shes asking me to do it to...hehex... fun! she gonna look like a ghost after shes done... with all the stuff on her face... women are all vain creatures... all wanna look young and preetty...hee.. accompanied gen and nicole to do the newspaper presentation todae.. mrs koh was kind of busy so we waited... till she was done which was quite long... see ppl, wat a nice and good fren i am? even mrs koh said wat nice frens we are to accompany our frens hahax...i'm such a nice gal... and fnally ppl are tagging my board...hee. kk...need to go and do my facial...hahax... tata! luv ya cheryl!!!!!

hie

2004-10-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

at home slacking away..

2004-10-01T17:08:00.000-07:00

Heyoz...EL paper was todae... the compo i wrote was all crap...the summary is gonna pull my marks down.but worst of all...i am sitting rite in front of the teacher's desk!!!this is all so lame... suppose to be mugging away but have 0% mood to study... alicia was being so lame too... we walked home together...or at least half the journey then we parted tearfully...hahax...i'm like writing a korean drama...maybe i should be a director...nahz...not my interest......its a miracle i remembered the password and user for this blog...i'm so muddle headed...always forgetting stuff...must remember to create a tag board...so ppl can tag!

harlo...

2004-09-26T19:37:00.000-07:00

this is my new blog...my third blog!!!i 4got the password 4 my 2 other blog!!!!!

heyz!!!

2004-01-05T17:55:00.000-08:00

Heyz... don't know wat to do with the tag board... it like disappeared... wierd...not that it was there before but still.. NO TAG BOARD!!! sorrie ppl...taking such a long time to get it done... i'm just so blur about this type of stuff... tml is...Chinese paper1!!! *screams* uh oh...die liao.. lolx. today was a super hot day...almost melted when i reached home.. somemore had pe!!! netball. yikes! i totally sux at it... i was the goal keeper and Ann was like the goal shooter or something like that... we made a pact that she would not score and we will just laze around though it wasnt comfortable or anything cos the sun was burning me..and i almost died(poor me) then mdm lee blew the whistle which was the end of the game...and both teams didnt score by the way... hahahahahax... that whistle saved me from the bad little sun which tried to kill me... hehez.. although i tried my best no to sweat, i still did. and i totally stink!!! but i smell very nice now cos i just showered...erm.. actually i dont smell that nice but not stinky or anything... all the best to ppl taking exam tml and tml tml. art was horrible today... not that it was nice on other art days... it was esp horrible today... dont ask me why.. i just felt like naming it the most horrible art day... hahaz... chen lao shi was super pissed today... the last chi lesson and she scolded us... so sad... it should be a nice and memorable last chi lesson... but never mind... wats done is done... i suddenly feel so teacherish by saying that...hahaz... i dont plan to be a teacher anywae... maybe i should just marry a rich guy and be a tai tai...hahahahahahahaz...nah... doesn't suit me... i wanna work!!! be a career woman.. hehez... oh yeah...just suddenly remembered singapore idol!!! that fuckin jerry got in...he ACTUALLY got in!!! he sang like shit.. jessea(or wateva her name is) should not be booted out of singapore idol!!! poor bev...she got the out card too... i'm seriously puzzled over why jerry has so many fans... i mean his singing is no where near fantastic k... wad the heck lor...err ok. this is spoiling my great mood... hmph...kk.. gotta stop. mum's nagging at me...